I would rather live on, carrying the memory until the end, because, eve if it's a sad memory, even if it's a memory that only hurts me, even if it's a memory that I would rather forget, if I carry it until the end, without running away from it, someday, someday, I may become myself who wouldn't lose to those memories, I believe it, and then some day, I will even overcome it, so I want to believe it...... fruits basket, you have given me so many memories that I wish I will not forget them forever...